Another

Another summer, another week, another night, another migraine. Another, another, another, another. It seems the medicine I am on, while good for my mental health, seems to be not as great for my physical. Just a month ago, I had a complex migraine. This Monday night, I went to the hospital for a really scary one – with new symptoms. Last month, my calcium was low. This month, my potassium. Whatever is happening to my body, it’s another thing happening to it. Without there being a doctor to monitor it, precisely – I’m not due to see my neurologist until September or October; my rheumatologist until next year; and my gastroenterologist around October - I have to wait. My husband and I are on the search for a primary, which is good, but that takes time, and money, and no small amount of effort – are we compatible? When will we start a family? (and a creeping question, with these migraines apparently getting worse…can we start a family?) (If you haven’t noticed, I am anxious, questioning, and exhausted. It’s been a long week. Spoonie-dom isn’t always cuddles and tea.)