Trepidation, the intrepid traveler

I am nervous for my doctors' appointments. I have four in the next two months: the dentist, the rheumatologist, the gastroenterologist, and the neurologist. I have regular appointments with three of the four; the neurologist is new to me - I haven't seen one for two years, because I haven't found one that specialized in migraines with aura (alas she does not either, but she was intrigued by my case enough to take it). The dentist I am concerned about for one solid reason: we don't know yet whether I need a crown and/or more fillings. Our insurance can cover the filling(s?), I think, but the crown is $$$. I have been having pain in that tooth that comes and goes; unfortunately, until they check it, I won't know. The rheumatologist I had to beg to move up the appointment. After waking up so swollen it was noticeable from a distance, I knew my body was experiencing something. What, I am not sure; but I am weary of the "wait and see" proverb she seems to live by. There aren't many other specialists in the area that come as well-recommended, so I am giving her one more chance to win me over. If she doesn't, I will have to search again to find a compatible doctor. More emotional and physical labor, and with absolutely zero energy lately, I dread the thought. As for the GE, I'm not sure what to think. I do know the probiotic has been extremely helpful, but I think I will ask some dietary questions. I want to know if the gut is related to the swelling I keep experiencing, or if there's anything I can do about the abdominal pain I experience every so often on my right side. I also want to know if there's such a thing as abdominal migraines: I've read the term before, though I have never heard it confirmed by any medical professional. In sum...these next two months may be heartbreak or heart-make (rejoicing, I mean, my poor attempt at a literary rhyme). It would be ironic, if, a few short weeks after starting this blog, I do receive a diagnosis. Whatever happens, I want to keep moving forward in providing a space for those with chronic illness to discuss, vent, and encourage.